i woke up really early today. LIKE REALLY EARLY. hahaa. returned my library books. FINALLY. hee. met jane on bus 16 and went to sch to play tennis. it was FUNNN. didnt know the WALL can be fun. hahaa. cikgu Zain only talked for like.. 1/2 hr?! den he made us wake up super early. haishh. janie came over and she MAPLED. DUHH. ahahaa. cookie and casper really enjoyed her company. ahahaa. they were all over her lahh. funny funny. at ard 3+ she went home and guess wht! i found a hugeeee dogg at my house park there. poor doggie has no owner. wanted to bring it home but was too scared tht it will eat cookie and casper up. cos it's HUGEEE. like 8 times their size?hahaa. cutee lahh. tmr i'll be super busy. next week too. hope ive the faith to stay away from computer. haishh. i mugged like little bit of malay. thts considered not bad rdy. hee. gonna rain agn. WHY. always rain. hmph. God is angry. wonder who made him angry. O.O
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
jane totally rawks my socks can. she's e nicest insect. hoho. today im level 32! yippeee. happyhappy. 1 more lvl and i can wear the skirt. ahaha. woke up quite early today. achievement. lols. went to play tennis at jane's hse. we look like noobies toddlers beside those VJ tennis players. the ball kept flying everywhere. hahaa. but it was really funn. tmr gonna play agn before malay in school. prepare more balls this time. AND JANE'S BROTHER IS SHO CUTE. he SO LOOK LIKE HER CANN. the hair was farnie. hahahaa. toot toot. her mom was really sweet. kept telling us tht she got FOOD. hoho. and jane helped me with my maple! those irritating quests. ahakx. see how nice she is. =)
anyway i really gotta mug. haish. Os sucks. hate Os. hate everything lahh. lols. im hungry. shall eat. AND MY DOGS ARE BARKING AT THE WIND CHIMES. toodles~
the lightning yest almost blew up my comp. PHEW. cookie n casper were scrambling around the house. so cute lah both of them.when i sat down they quickly ran up to the sofa and sat on my lap. cuteness doggies. lols.AHHH. MY COMP SCREEN WENT YELLOW!dammmnnn.
nowadays im v happy. LOL. okok not so obvious. my drems are like... funny lah. but abit over e edge so i shouldnt say so detailed. lol. thank you to breanda yah? for putting some common sense into me. and promise i wont do it AFTER one thing. HOR MELLY. =) thank you to fatsie too! never know there's another holy man like bertram. ahakx.kant wait till after O's lah. now i duno when to book the tic. hmm. have lots of plans.
ohyah. 2,4 in 10 mins for guys is considered slow? im confused
ahh. i just found out something. when i see that fucking bitch nx year or smth she's gonna get it from me. whahahaa.but too bad i dont think i wont be ending up in that shit piece of a sch. i shall tink of another plan to thrash her. yes i shall. throw her head with a goddamn softball.hahahaa. this world is really a smalll place to live in. seems like everyone knows everyone. =)
now my life is just starting. not to mention the lack of discipline to mug. lol. im just so damn happy that my bro is coming here. who cares if i never study for Os when he's here. as long as im happy can ready.whahahaa. toodles~
i woke up SUPER SUPER LATE today. hahaa. SORRY ABBY AND CO! reached acjc at like 2? sian. ending at 3.30 summore. lols. when i reach jus nice they have to leave. hahaa. lucky got doinkk. if not i'll look like e total loser alone in acjc. lols. went with him his fren and his fren's fren. lols. the sch was biigggg and nicee. thts so not fair lah. poo. and ive this STRONG feeling tht i'll end up in MERIDIAN. better thn tampines ryte? hahaa. can go there set up softball. how cool can it get lar. anyways, say Masse, arthi. diane and co at acjc. =) the gym wus freeking big. the pool was NICE. the sch itself is like a shopping centre. haha. then took 74 to err.. where is tht.. amk?lols. they thought i was nuts and outta my mind or smth. it was a loongg ride. then change to 55 which was good cos the bus was fast. wheeee. and i didnt sleep a wink on the bus. they were like swaying here n there falling asleep. lol.
did i say tht my brother is coming here?
lols. from 29-5 nov. jus nice b4 my Os. SO I REALLY REALLY GOTTA MUG READY. cram everything to 1 week. hahaa.till haven play finish my maple yet. those malaysians are so persistent. COME AND PLAY TMR. they're corrupting my mind with maple. thts BAD. hoho. i 1 more lvl to 30 rdy. yayy. LIGHTNING!
it's raining heavily now. jus finished mapling with some faceless fella. haha. cousin jus came back. lucky im awake. if not he'll hav to sleep outside. hoho.
the funny thing is.. he thought i was CRYING. fine my eyes are SMALL.. but swollen?haha. maybe he's jus being paranoid. still treating mi like small kid until now.
and one fact of the day: i'll never shed my precious tears for him anymore. cos he's gone long way out and my tear glands are dehydrated. (:
ah.. my cousin jus came in again..guess wht he ask. IS EVERYTHING OK WITH YOU. god. do i look HORRIBLE or TERRIBLE? i repeat. IM SO OVER HIM. there's nothing left to cry for. and IF there's smth wrong with me, it wouldnt be abt him. it would be about ME ME AND ME. my feelings for him are gone with the wind. wheeheee. wells doink wouldnt believe tht. haha. one day he will (: not now though. cos im not ready for another jerk in my life. now my life's precious gems are just me friends, family, POOL+ARCADE, tennis and softball. did u see any DOPE'S NAME THERE? NO! yayy!just hope tht i wont have to end up in tpjc nx yr. wht a nightmare.tskk. i blogged 2 times today! hahaa. achievement? monologue-ing is so much fun. there's nobody to argue with u so you know tht you'll always win. hahaa. tht sounds weird. anyways Mei is a changed girl! in wht aspects? i dunno. LOL. i jus feel different. i feel damn free can. there's nobody to NAG at me anymore. lols.and im free to do whtever i want. SMOKING(HAHA!), mapling the whole night, cut my hair REAL short, slacking the whole day, gallivanting around aimlessly and most importantly, spendin sometime with my friends. hahaa.it's not true tht i hav a ** then i'll neglect ya'll. it's just tht there's no time. plus there's an unresonable jerk behind this. i hope JC life will be much much better and more importantly, filled with ppl who respect and accept me for whoever i may be nx year.
!!!!how can i forget tht my bro is coming to spore ONE WEEK BEFORE O LEVELS. wah nice timing eh. and i havent even started mugging yet. doesnt matter lah. starting soon anyways. for prelims already mug 1/2. left to revise the rest only. (:
im getting REAL sleepy and HUNGRY. only ate dinner the whole day today. POWER.
2DAYSAGO
the insects came buzzing to my house supposedly to STUDY. BUT. AHA! the smartJANE went to maple instead. AND IN THE END WHT DID WE DO? NOTHING. whahahahaha. but tht was so much fun lah. (:
YESTERDAY
hmm...had SC PRAC. it wus OHKAY. nothing serious abt it i guess. played like 4 hrs of daidee in the studio. shiok. AND I RARELY LOSE. woohoo. then went to talk to coach. she's like WAY nicer than last time. hahaa.and i jus realised i can use the O's MT result. so my L1r5 of ** will become **. LIKE THT'S SO MUCH DIFF EH. hahaa. at night went to bugis-shaw-bugis-suntec-rafflescity-funan-SMU-cityhall-chijmes-plazasing with doink. hahaa. ohyah and SRC. I MISS SRC! hope nx yr ive the FAITH to join softball agn. hoho. at night was nice. no sun and nice breeze. walked till dunno where we were. AND HIS WALLET STINKS. i can smell the "stench" from a few metres away. tht's the result of SWEAT. whahahaa
TODAY
went for TPJC open hse. WAHLAO SUCKS CANN! we were practically THE ONLY ONES THERE. and i saw HIM. GROSS. DOPEY.PUKES.ahahaa.everyone in TP seems to be in the mood for daidee. EVERYWHERE GT PPL PLAY. siann.tried rock climbing. vehh fun. but my toes hurt like siao. hahaa. thn went for MERIDIAN open hse. THIS ONE RAWKS! it's jus like a carnival. food and sports were everywhere. RAWKS! played tennis! damnn satisfyingg. maybe i shd join tennis nx time. hahaa. played softball too! veh long nv play now damn super rusty. hahaa. if we've enuff players entering MJ den they'll set up SOFTBALL. kewll. then we went for pooling. AHBENG PLACE LAH.nehneh. scary like dno wht.hahaa. pool rawks too. shd pester my dad to buy me a POOL TABLE. hahahaa. but my aunty will prolly slaughter mi first. (: tmr's another open house day (ACJC) and i still regret not going the VJ one. damnn.
I LOVE MY NEW PHONE. WHAHAHAA.
but it's damn complicated can. i still cant manage to upload pics. HM.
anyway ive a new nick. SPONGEBOB. cos i absorb water? and i illustrate. hahaa. my friends rawk lahh full stop.
tmr is bio prac! WOOHOO. and i m not done mugging for it. WHO CARES LAH. HAHAA.
im outta here to get my bloody phone.
my L1R5 of ** MINUS 4 is just GREAT. woohoo! i tink i can make it to MOST JCs. NOT including Vj. DAMN. i shd have gone to e open hse and see coach. WHO KNOWS RYTE. ahh. one day shd call her or smth and ask. hahaa. OR ELSE... i'll bloody end up in a fucking sch...WHICH I DONT REALLY WANT. cos of some FACE. hahahaaa. feelin kinda hyper tho im super duper SLEEPY. waiting for my maple to download finish and find my beloved jane. woohoo!
and GUESS WHT. i lost my fucking phone! GREAT! actually it's a b;essing in disguise. good ol' daddy was so worried tht he cant contact so he's willing to give me 450 bucks to get another one. that's considered good. COS MY S700i WAS ONLY 2 MONTHS IN MY HANDS. FUCKING THIEF WHO STOLE MY FUCKING PHONE. CURSE U TO DEATH! $@#%@#$@#.
poo. tht felt good. hahaaa. POOLED today. looks like i havent lost my skills eh. managed to hit most of e balls. AND THE WHITE BALL KEPT GG IN. but tht doesnt matter. HAHAA. im still good. -THICKSKIN. i cant wait for monday to come. MY NEW PHONE! but there goes my IPOD NANO. new phone means no IPOD NANO. $#@$@#$@#. but does it matter when im getting ROCKR E1? HAHAHAA. i HOPE i can still use my plan to buy another phone. IF NOT. i'll jus hav to find alternatives. AND I KANT WAIT FOR WED TOO! hoho! i hope it's gg to be fun (:
to you: PISS OFF COS URE JEALOUS. HAHA. I GET TO ***** 4 PLUS I GOT ***** THAN YOU. HAHAA. SWEEEEETTT.
oops. gotta mug hard for O's now. hope i can make it GOOD. if not i'll just die. hahaaa
ponning sch totally rawks. too bad it has to end SOON. hoho. im supposed to be mugging and not lazying around here. tskk. it's like..23 days or smth to O's? (:
i hate nightmares. i seem to be getting quite a number of them since ******.
ahh. kant wait for nx wk. no more sch and more mugging.
suddenly i feel angry. REALLY ANGRY AND PISSED.
IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.
im NEVER EVER going to forgive you
i NEVER wanna see u again
im going to have FUN w/o u around
you fucking jerk
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
-PUNCHKICKSMASHSLAPCHOKESLAM

poo. tht felt good.
and ohyah.
IM NEVER TELLING U MY PRELIM RESULTS.
wanna know why?
BECAUSE URE JUST JEALOUS AND SELFISH
and MOST IMPORTANTLY
YOU'RE NOTHING TO ME BUT A PIECE OF SHIT
HA! TAKE THT U IMBECILE!

poo. tht felt BETTER. (:
woohoo. didnt go sch today cos sch's a pain in the ass. dun plan to go tmr too. come to think of it.. if they are nt gna moderate our results den im nt going to sch for e rest of the wk.
wednesday
roach: she's fucking not worth it k. dn bother looking for her. :)
MAPLE!
i hate prelims. if our sch decided to be selfish and not give any moderation i think half the cohort have to go Macs to work nx year rdy.cool eh? (: ppl always say tkgs is a good sch. RYTE. just look at the sec4s, still in holiday mood. just hope tht the band thingy dn drop to 5 nx yr cos of us.
ohwells. wht's done cannot be undone. when the results are out just have to accept them as they are. tmr getting back majority of the papers. hoho. good luck to me!

I LOVE YOU AMIGOES

bittersweet;
Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...
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