it's raining heavily now. jus finished mapling with some faceless fella. haha. cousin jus came back. lucky im awake. if not he'll hav to sleep outside. hoho.
the funny thing is.. he thought i was CRYING. fine my eyes are SMALL.. but swollen?haha. maybe he's jus being paranoid. still treating mi like small kid until now.
and one fact of the day: i'll never shed my precious tears for him anymore. cos he's gone long way out and my tear glands are dehydrated. (:
ah.. my cousin jus came in again..guess wht he ask. IS EVERYTHING OK WITH YOU. god. do i look HORRIBLE or TERRIBLE? i repeat. IM SO OVER HIM. there's nothing left to cry for. and IF there's smth wrong with me, it wouldnt be abt him. it would be about ME ME AND ME. my feelings for him are gone with the wind. wheeheee. wells doink wouldnt believe tht. haha. one day he will (: not now though. cos im not ready for another jerk in my life. now my life's precious gems are just me friends, family, POOL+ARCADE, tennis and softball. did u see any DOPE'S NAME THERE? NO! yayy!just hope tht i wont have to end up in tpjc nx yr. wht a nightmare.tskk. i blogged 2 times today! hahaa. achievement? monologue-ing is so much fun. there's nobody to argue with u so you know tht you'll always win. hahaa. tht sounds weird. anyways Mei is a changed girl! in wht aspects? i dunno. LOL. i jus feel different. i feel damn free can. there's nobody to NAG at me anymore. lols.and im free to do whtever i want. SMOKING(HAHA!), mapling the whole night, cut my hair REAL short, slacking the whole day, gallivanting around aimlessly and most importantly, spendin sometime with my friends. hahaa.it's not true tht i hav a ** then i'll neglect ya'll. it's just tht there's no time. plus there's an unresonable jerk behind this. i hope JC life will be much much better and more importantly, filled with ppl who respect and accept me for whoever i may be nx year.
!!!!how can i forget tht my bro is coming to spore ONE WEEK BEFORE O LEVELS. wah nice timing eh. and i havent even started mugging yet. doesnt matter lah. starting soon anyways. for prelims already mug 1/2. left to revise the rest only. (:
im getting REAL sleepy and HUNGRY. only ate dinner the whole day today. POWER.